Thursday, February 9, 2012

O-M-G 93 Days!!!

It is so hard for me to believe that I am already 26 almost 27 weeks pregnant. It seems like just yesterday I found out I was pregnant. Keith seems to feel like I have been pregnant for forever lol but for me it has flown by. I have this app on my phone called I’m Expecting and it tells you how many days you have left and everything. I looked today and thought O-M-G I have approximately 93 days left, because we all know that little Miss Hadlee will come whenever she is ready.  I seriously feel like she is going to be here any day now and we have nothing done! I am starting to panic a little because I am usually the type of person that has everything planned and organized way before anything happens. When we go on vacation I have our days mapped out before we even leave. I come by it naturally because my mother is exactly the same. I am definitely my mother made over!
 
We have decided for Hadlee’s room to be light pink, gray, and ivory. No theme because Keith and I aren’t really fans of themes. The first plan for the nursery was one solid pink wall and the rest gray with a pink line in the middle (I hope that makes since!) Well after my wonderful husband painted the pink wall and then the other gray walls he started to paint the pink stripe. We both quickly decided that the pink stripe was NOT working. Then we couldn’t decide on what we wanted to do because there was too much gray and it looked gloomy. We had another idea then I decided that that idea was going to be a no go as well! So indecisive! Finally we have decided that the top half of the walls will be pink and the bottom gray with white trim and white wood separating the pink and gray. We still have to finish painting, putting the new floors down, and re-do the closet! AHH..I feel like there is not enough time between now and May 12th! Good news is, Hadlee has enough clothes to last her for a while once she is here ;) Every time I go to Sherman I always end up coming back home with some kind of outfit or bow for her!
Hadlee is my little gymnast/jumping bean. She kicks and squirms all day long but the good news is, she is a good girl and when mommy lays down for bed at night she goes to sleep also <3 Wouldn’t it be nice if she was like this when she gets here ;) I highly doubt that will happen! She kicks SOOO hard. I swear she is gonna be a 10 pounder ;) Whenever she doesn’t move very much I start panicking and I will call my mom or call Keith and ask them “do you think she is ok in there?” I am such a worry wart! I have also been OBSESSED with cleaning and organizing that I wake up cleaning and go to bed cleaning. There is nothing in my house that I could possibly clean or organize anymore but still I find something. It is becoming quite a problem because some mornings I wake up and can’t move because my back hurts so badly from cleaning but I can’t help it! Some of these days are days that I don’t feel Hadlee move very much so then I start to panic that I hurt her somehow from cleaning too much and then I will call and annoy the crap out of my mom about it! I told Keith last night that I cannot wait until May is here and she is out of me because I am so exhausted from worrying about her. He told me that the worrying is never going to stop once she gets here but my thinking behind that is, at least I will be able to see her and take care of her. With her being inside of me I can’t see her or hear her so it makes me freak out! Being pregnant is an amazing thing but it is so so scary at the same time! Come on May!
GOOD NEWS: I have gained weight and I actually look like I am pregnant! WOO HOO!! For those who keep up with my blog, be expecting me to write something next week because I have the glucose test(yuck), our 3rd ultrasound and then we have our 3d/4d ultrasound!
<3 Kristen